Friday, April 16, 2010

SHHHH......




Today is the day of silence. it is the day we sit in silence to represent the silence LGBTQ people must feel everyday. We take for granted the ability to voice opinions, beliefs, dreams, desires, and love. Today we keep in mind those who cannot.
This is a silent movement, a silent protest against discrimination and violence. be silent for your brother, sister, mother, father, cousin, daughter, son, aunt, uncle, grandchildren and friends.

"There are times when silence has the loudest voice."-Leroy Brownlow

"See how nature-trees, flowers, grass-grows in silence; see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence...we need silence to be able to touch souls."-Mother Teresa of Calcutta

"The best answer to anger is silence."-unknown

"In the end antiblack, antifemale, and all forms of discrimination are equivalent to the same thing-antihumanism."-Shirley Chisholm

"I don't think homosexuality is a choice. Society forces you to think it's a choice, but in fact, its in one's nature. The choice is whether one expresses one's nature truthfully or spends the rest of one's life lying about it"-Marlo Thomas

"I'm a supporter of gay rights. And not a closet supporter either. From the time I was a kid, I have never been able to understand attacks upon the gay community. There are so many qualities that make up a human being... by the time I get through with all the things that I really admire about people, what they do with their private parts is probably so low on the list that it is irrelevant.”-Paul Newman

last year i had on my green tape all day at school. My lil sis and i organized probably the biggest day of silence at Central High School of Philadelphia. There were students all over school wearing different colored duct tape to symbolize they are being silent for the day.

this year.... unfortunately i am unable to be silent. i will be going to a family event and will be meeting dozens of people. I am all for making a statement, but i do not support being rude to family members. i will be ignoring all phone calls though and limiting my talking to a speak when spoken to situation.

-a silent girl


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

lists....

i am copying my dear friend avery (mean but true) with a list of things i hate and love, but i feel it is appropriate today. Today was a total up and down good and bad day.

i don't like....
  • being squished
  • stupid people listening to stupid music
  • French class
  • failing French tests
  • strange men on the street
  • indigestion
  • when elevators stop at every floor
  • when people's smelly perfume/cologne lingers after they have left the room
  • staying up to 3am writing a paper
  • microsoft excel
  • when jawns don't finish their hair and leave the house
  • sweat pants
  • busted weaves
  • paper cuts
  • surprise meetings
  • when clothes don't fit
  • being stared at
  • when my birthday is on a tuesday
  • rushing
  • when people i miss are MIA
things i like....
  • sun
  • jewelery
  • making fun of people
  • making lists of things i hate
  • when elevators come immediately
  • nail polish
  • beautiful people
  • pictures of beautiful people and places
  • foreign films
  • packages
  • french braids
  • pouting
  • when i get a happy text
  • when people tell me they love me
  • smoothies
  • clean laundry
  • skipping
  • waking up with a smile on my face
  • 90's music
  • when old friends come back
  • cookies, especially free ones
-girl

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Happy Birthday LADY!





on April 12th it will officially be my mother's birthday.
i really love my Lady—clearly since my blog is named for her =)
birthdays are fun and i think my lady is pretty gosh darn fun. i really appreciate all that she has done for me, my family and extended family members and friends. i have several friends who call lady mommy, auntie and honey. She is always...maybe not always, but usually entertained by my crazy stories and laughs at me and my sisters adventures and or stupid fights. She is a beautiful fantastic person and i am so happy she is mine!


-girl

Hott mess of the day:

Keily Williams former 3LW member and Cheetah girl






talk about a fail..... i actually used to like her in 3LW too. damn

Saturday, April 10, 2010

documentary

Fall from Grace



i just finished watching this documentary about the Westboro Baptist Church in Topeka Kansas. There are so many things i could say about this documentary, but they would be obvious. The message the Phelps family is spreading is offensive, hateful, and misleading. Their children are wrapped into this "religion" and do not even understand the power and hate behind the message they are spreading.

i am not a religious person, nor would i say i am a very patriotic person, but i was shocked by the tings these people had to say. According to Fred Phelps my ass is going STRAIGHT to hell. i'm sure that would be true if i believed in hell lol.

it just makes me really sad to see the kids holding picket signs that say: god hates you, thank god for dead soldiers, and fags are evil. When asked what was God's message and what did the signs mean the kids did not have a clear answer. Some of them just said "i don't know, but i know God hates them....". i know it is just one family and they are not going to take over the world, but they are a scary group of individuals.

i was relieved to see that 4 of Fred Phelp's children left the church. They described him as abusive and sick minded. He needs psychiatric care and i am concerned that the younger members of the church will grow up to be serial killers. One of the little boys was saying he gets so mad that he wants to kill the people who say mean things to him, but he can't because god will. That shit is scary!

What is going to happen when lil Johnny gets to high school and he snaps because he does not have any friends, or he has a dream that god tells him to kill in the name of the lord?

i understand legally the government cannot tell them to shut the hell up or leave people alone. But i wish there was a way to make them hush....removal of vocal cords maybe?

i believe in karma and what goes around comes around. I don't wish ill will on the Phelps family, i really hope they have some kind of epiphany and change their ways. i doubt the older church members will gain any kind of enlightenment but there is hope for the younger members. Some of Phelps's oldest children realized his madness and ran away from him 25-30 years ago and haven't spoken to him since. Phelps is like a zillion years old maybe when he passes away his grand children will say F this crap we out!

The church travels all over the world and have to have the police protect them. They came to my high school when i was a senior and they were belligerent on levels i have never seen sober people behave. They never stay too long in a new city. i'm sure if they tried to set up their church in philly they would get their asses kicked within 30 mins of putting up that god hates fags sign. we are an aggressive breed of people in philly a angry gay flash mob would be an interesting sight to see.... i might have to support that lol

i RARELY EVER make allusions to god or religion, but i see it fit today.
i personally believe i am loved by my family friends and the creator for who i am, what i have done, what i have and will learn in this life. I will screw some stuff up, but i will also create, explore and love in ways words cannot express. i am an embodiment of my family's love and that is good enough for me.

-optimistic girl

Sunday, April 4, 2010

i don't speak french and can't count

i don't know if i have the mental stability to be taking both math and French at the same time!

i haven't taken any form of math since my junior year of high school. Even then i wasn't good at it. i had a tutor and just barely finished the year with a C in precalc. Math is just not my thing, never was and i highly doubt it ever will be.

French on the other hand.... i used to be good at it i swear i did. i barely even had to try it came so natural to me. Then i got to college and forgot how to say the alphabet—i'm dead serious i don't remember the alphabet.

Clearly i need a tutor. i have every intention of getting on that. it would be wonderful if my tutor was a double major studying french and math. i'm sure that person wouldn't be very fun, but they would help me keep my GPA up and right now that is all i care about.

i am smart, i promise...just not today. today i am your average bear. FAIL

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-desperate girl