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so its snowing...

like really snowing like blizzard of '95 snowing.

Me and my sister, Kai were up talking to Lady and Daddy about snowing and how much it sucks. The blizzard of '95 was pretty boss though. it was like 3 feet of snow.

i discovered today that i fell into a snow bank....maybe that's why i don't like the snow.
Not like anyone left me there, but the snow was high enough for me to fall in and be briefly buried. i don't remember this. i'm ok with that, it sounds scary.

what i do remember:
Lady woke us up in the middle of the night to go out in the snow. We were little, may have been before the blizzard of 95 hit hard.
Lady made a big heart in the center of the apartment's courtyard out of foot prints.
The memory is like a dream sequence in a fuzzy warm feeling kind of movie.

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Kai was dancing on the porch singing this song:

i'm not sure why because she looked crazy and knew i had a camera in hand....

then we heard "gun shots" ran for cover and fell.

Playing in the snow is dangerous

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GRILLED CHEESE



WTF IS THIS CRAP!!!???

if you don't know how to effectively make a grilled cheese sandwich you need to get the hell out of the kitchen.
Butter side down is messy. There are these magic tools called cheese knives and motor skills. Get some before attempting to cut cheese.

PS. my grilled cheese sandwiches are FANFREAKINTASTIC

-girl and purple (kai has like 121235091 nicknames)

where did my childhood go? it would be kinda nice to have it back. thanks

“I don’t think its over. I think we are in that in between stage. Like we are practicing to be adults, but could really be just as happy in overalls running around.”—MOH (friend since 1st grade)

i don’t know when it ended. in a telephone conversation with my dad he said “childhood is over”.

I know he was saying it to give me a reality check while i was freaking out about something and I really do appreciate it. I am in college now and I am working hard in school to do something with my life, not because the state requires me to be in school.

Was there a cut off, a day that childhood ended?

Was there a room i walked into, is childhood a place i get permanently locked out of?

i could really rock some overalls and sit on the couch watching Hey Arnold with some mac n cheese.

i guess if we never grew up no one else would have a chance at a childhood.

i would never hurry my princess soso's childhood.